Third Trimester

I'm so embarrassed. I'm sitting here in my office at work with the door closed because I just lost it. I knew that I was starting my 28th week today so I went to babycenter.com to see how the baby was growing, etc. It hadn't dawned on me that I started the third trimester today until I read it. I just started to cry. I called my mom because I knew that I was about to lose it, and of course I did the second I started talking to her. Everyone in the office came rushing to my doorway, and my boss finally closed the door for me. I just didn't realize how relieved that I would feel to be done with the second trimester after losing Amelia. I didn't realize that I had so many emotions bottled up inside of me that would come pouring out. I'm so happy and sad all at the same time.